School
A couple of years ago I felt the need to go back to school eventually. I didn't know what I was going to study, where I was going to go, or what career it would lead me to. Yet, I felt the need to prepare myself physically and mentally. I pondered and fasted often about future schooling, but it didn't seem like it was time yet to make a decision.
Well just a few months ago, while attending the temple, I felt drawn that it was time. It was surprising a little bit, even though I had had so many experiences telling me it would be soon. I just didn't think it would be that soon. So I asked the question, what am I going to school for? My mind said one thing and my heart said another. It narrowed it down to 2 options though, so that was good lol.
I went home and told my husband and he has just been the most supportive person in the world.
I called multiple schools, discussed multiple programs with them. I researched with people who had attended said schools and programs. I prayed more and fasted more. I made a list of pros, cons, costs and futures. I pondered what schooling would look like and talked to trusted friends and family members. It was a lot of work! Looking back now, I am beyond grateful I took the time and the thought into making this decision. It is a big decision and an expensive one.
I'm not sure I am ready to share it completely. However, after this phase of study and research and prayer, I was blessed to decide for myself which path to pick. I felt Gods approval, my husband's support and the need to move forward.
I took the entrance exam, applied, and got in! Yesterday I finished my first class!! I am set to finish my second, next week. It has not been easy. I love it though. I love the fulfilling part of getting an education, having faith to do something hard, doing what I feel like God wants me to do, and learning to balance my life. My kids have joined me in my homework and that has been the best part.
So I share this to hopefully give someone else the nudge to explore their future more. No matter the direction you're currently going, God will show you the way He wants you to go! It might take years, like it did for me. But if you're willing to accept His will, everything will work out.
*Shoutout to all my friends and family who helped me explore various options!!! Couldn't have done it without you!!
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